School's soon to be back in session... the nights are starting earlier...
the 2 weeks of sun we got for 'summer' is dying again
behold - autumn reers round the corner.

and it's scaring the shit out of me, because it's my last year of high school, and i needa get good in my GCSEs >.<
i mean, sure, i'm an A candidate..even A* in some... but, the thing is, i NEED these scores. if i get any less than an A in anything but maths, i'm not going to be pleased.
I think i already have an A in photog. but that'sonly 1 thing.

another thing - i'm back on track with my social life.
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a few things astray, but im not picking up that mess.
my love lifes kinda.. well, dead, at the moment. but at least, this year, i've reached all my goals.
maybe, i could be a bit better on the 'confidence' thing.. but over all, my confidence has SHOT up, and i just need those few extra little pushes along the way.

school should help with that.

i wanna go back to school to see my friends, and to have something to do - but im shit scared of the exams, the homework + the stress. i'm not too good when i'm under stress.. and i've got prefecting duties, and new forms
it won't be good at all.

people'v told me they're easy, but that's ok for them. they've done them. they CAN say they're easy.
i aim high. i'm a perfectionist. and A's are my aims. if i don't get that... i'll be disappointed in myself.

but for now.. a friend is coming over who i haven't seen in a while :] so that should be fun!